hufft. last night i slept around 3 a.m like that
i watched "romantic princess", the film is quite long liao laa
but it's nice ee. very romantic :)
and it reminds me of someone. i miss that person.
he seems to be close but yet so far.. i don't understand dah
just concentrate to study 1st laa. love later @@ haha [ study ?? macam betol ]
and then, i just found out, i'm getting FATTER !! @@ kyaa .. die die die ..
ON DIET mode. [ like i can ], but MUST can dah.
but it's kinda hard. every night i used to drink a glass of hot chocolate, and snacks like oreo, coco crunch, cake, bread, noodles, crepes, blablabla, EVERY NIGHT*
but now ? haiss. eat fruits and milk low fat one, Grrrrr. i wanna quit aar ><
so khang khou dah. huweeee. now i'm 49kg going to 50kg, ai sii aa
must diet at least till 45 or 46. @@ ciayo to myself !! :D
today, stay @home home home. gonna down down down down down.

and tomorrow is Linda's bday oo, cheer up bitch*. :) don't be sad dah.
[ p.s = aldrick aa. yg sdang trbang k malay, ingt oleh2 zhu renmu yee =p ]

22.12.09

weee. we spent so much money yesterday, so today we planned to have a walk
relaxing :) so we chose escape and sentosa. niet said she wanna go home today, cause her BF is going home also, but she said must use "FATE" to decide. cause she donno what time her BF will go back to batam, omg.

so we went to harbourfront. we can't go to escape cause its already 4p.m,
thanks for all of the bitches lohh, ngorok mpe gtu. [ including me :p ]
then we shopped @Montip. after that. we went upstair to check if niet's BF was there too
but we found nobody nobody ~ nobody nobody ~ hahaha
so, I then said "ehem, niet, bsok ak tmnin km pulang lah" [ how good I am ]
hahahaha. actually i wanna stay till 25 TT even 26. BUT the BITCH [ linda ] don't have money liao. Grrr. so just go home laa. heheh.
and then PLAK ! santa claus is cominggg to towwnn ~ sandalku putus ! grrrr
then i bought a new one, FORCED ! HUH.
then we took pictha @Vivocity. :) and we went to sentosa took pictha also
we met an american guy, and indian little baby, so cute. hahah

we took a pictha with them, and then, we went to the beach. PITCHA !!!



but sadly, gerimis TT, no choice but to go home. we washed our feet.
my god, how stupid ee, there was a place to wash the feet one
but we wash it on the wash hand one, angkat kaki like that. =)) LOL LOL.



and then, because don't have money liaoo hoo,
see this !

ckckc. ko lien aa. =))

and then we reached Vivocity. Niet still wishing if she can meet her BF,
but we decided to have a walk @Vivocity 1st. we saw lappy camera piano games balblablabla stuff, and i wanna find newmoon ! but still can't find it. Grrrrrr. @@
then we passed the studio, theeennnn, thada thada thada !
i already tell the story before. hehe. jay chow & lin chi ling ! :) just see it @my older post :)
i really like a SIAWCABOU there. bo pien laa. already fans for so many years, and then tiba2 phok chuk lai in your eyes. boe siaw si ke. hahahaha






a little blurr ee the video. ckck. i told the story liao, so no need to repeat laa hoo. hahaha
after that, we went to penginapan & MCd.com again. :)

back to blogging.
so sien wanna blogging
cos i have too much story @@
lets back to 21.12.09

hwaaaam,, i didn't sleep you know. maybe i was too excited to go to SG.
i read eclipse all night long. and watched tv, blablabla. playing games. blabla
and jimmy texted me about 4+ like that. huahahah. and linda already woke up at 5+.
and i went to take a bath. but my mom. @@ NGOROK!
i never been able to wake her up. really. ckckck. she was still dreaming out there
and then i texted ivon, kompromi2. also niet :)) hwahahah.
after that, linda said that her father was angry and not letting her go to SG.
what the.. @@ , i was so mad that time. but thank goodness at last her father let her go. hahaha. and then we met @Harbourbay. I saw ivon there, loneeeelyyyyyyyyy ~~~ ivvooon lonelllyyyyy ~~~ :D:D:D, and then linda came too. but niet ?
she was still eating. and its already 8.25. but we caught it ! hahah
the ship was FULL like HELL. we must seperated from each other.
thats what i hate it. and i listened to music all the way. huuuu ~ so excited that time :)
when we reached there. yeaah ! it takes only about 15minutes for us to cap the passport. hohoho :)

and then, 1st stop ~ FOOD JUNCTION. i didn't eat this morning. so hungry dahh
and i ate the korean cuisine. well. nice. but something is missing. ahaha
then after that, we went to the penginapan @Chinatown, the security stopped us. he said we must let him know our address. Grrrrr. so ivon & I went up to rent the penginapan & down & up. tired you know ! and then there was one stupid security. cannot tie the tie. aiyooo. dang shen me security lah . haha. but he was kinda funny. and we went up to checked in.
2 single beds, 1 bathroom, 1 tv, 1 mirror, 1 refrigerator, etc. but it costs $180 for two nights only. so we must pay $45 each person, hell not cheap ! and then we rest for 5 minutes
aaannnndddd HERE WE GO !!

lalalalalalalalala ~ BUGIS ! ~ shopping shopping
but sadly to tell, the clothes stuff were not too OK this year.
huffff ~ dissapointed. but its OK. we walked around the bugis street.
and my stomach was calling me. i HATE korea cuisine. i was not FULL eating only the MIE, and then we went to the food junction there. i ate chicken rice, and so much better ^^
and i was planning to buy liese. the bubble whatwhatwhat laa.
but i'm not too sure if the color will match me, so linda, hiehiehie
she became the rabbit :) thanks

then ORCHARD.com. i can't find anything there. really. then linda extended her chicken hair :)), my god, it costs $120. donno what the hell is she thinking.
only 1 day she could spend around $400-500, siaw ca boo aa.
if she was my mom's daughter, she'll be killed. ckckc
and then, I found myself as tired as hell. so we decided to go home.

PENGINAPAN.com. wkakaka. we took a bath. linda was busy-ing with her liese
i helped her. the color not so kelihatan, because she already dyed orange, ckck, so luan la the color, hahah, but nice laa :D
and then we went to McD, very mantap. so FULL. hahaha
and we made some video. the sutradara is niet. and cameraman is linda
damn FUNNY, LOL. i laughed till cried aa, omg, lebay, but its real. hahah
then watched baifenbai :)
the show was about SUPER JUNIOR M. mygod !!! fell in love with HENRY ><><><><><
so gentle, so handsome, so sweet, etc ! after that we went to bed.
imagine. 2 single beds for 4 bitches*, ckckck

Cindy Yen Ft. Jay Chow - Hua Sha [ Sand Painting ]
*one of my favorite song (:

Rainie Yang - Yu Ai [ Rainie Love ]
subbed by me. huahaha. but not all sentence laa :)

The weather outside the window,
is like your many changing expressions
Its raining, and the rain accompany me to cry
Can't see it clearly, and i don't wanna see clearly either
Leaving you, i silently retreat.
I can't bear to tell our story.
My tears falls in my heart, learning to give you up

Listening to the rain
Each drop is so distinctly clear
Your breathe is just like a raindrop, entering my love
Hope that rain will continue to pour
Let me continue to miss you
Let my love become transparent
I fall in love with the rain which gives me courage

The raindrops outside the window, slowly accumulate
The moisture indoor, are like memories of my love for you
Really hope that rain will continue to pour
The secret of rainy love, will last forever
I believe i will see the beauty of rainbow

The cold air, is soffocating & i can't breath
The distance of ten thousand raindrops,
lets love fade completely away
Leaving you, i silently retreat.
I can't bear to tell our story.
My tears falls in my heart, learning to give you up.

Listening to the rain
Each drop is so distinctly clear
Your breathe is just like a raindrop, entering my love
Hope that rain will continue to pour
Let me continue to miss you
Let my love become transparent
I fall in love with the rain which gives me courage

The raindrops outside the window, slowly accumulate
The moisture indoor, are like memories of my love for you
Really hope that rain will continue to pour
The secret of rainy love, will last forever
I believe i will see the beauty of rainbow

hwew. today i woke up at 10. nd 11. nd 12. nd 12.25
hwahwa. feels really tired. cause i slept about at 3 or 4 last night ><
cause my parents went to SG last friday. so i was free :D
nd i took a bath, i texted linda & ivon.they not yet go . haha
nd suddenly my om said "soryy ya, ini lg tgu org"
== damn damn. :( no one will fetch me. and i really get tired of facing computer everyday & everynight. staying at home without going out. i almost spoiled liao laa >< haikks
but at last, i still can go NH. hiehie. thx to my om dhee. wkaka
after that, ivon & yny already in HAPUP. they were waiting vo me & linda
linda not yet go there also. she said her mom still chicha with her aunt. tak brani ganggu, waakakaka
and then, after that, we started to sing. ehmm. a lil phaise. cause got yny. hahaha
but then at last, we also shouted. like usual laa. haha
nd after that we went to es monster. its not a good idea vo me, but i still ate it
nd we chicha2 vo a long long time :p hohoho. nd walking around
u know laa NH, kan dao xian liao aa. wkaka.
i will be going to SG this coming monday :) moga2 saja jadi & ada kapal.
and ada penginapan. wkakaak :D

The cold coffee leaves the coaster
I hold my feelings very far back

I work hard wanting to get the past back
You can still see it as always clearly on my face

The most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day
It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain

The images of our memories
As I'm swinging on the swing
The dream starts to not be sweet

You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Why go changing
The time that has already been missed

You use your fingertip
To stop me from saying goodbye
I imagine you by my side
Before I completely lose you

You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Perhaps the lot of fate
Only let us meet

Only let us love each other
For this one season of autumn
I only discover after they float down
The fragments of this happiness
How am I going to pick them up?

huww, today, i didn't sleep. at all.
last night i chit-chat till 12 a.m, after that i turned on my tv to watch bai fen bai :D
but the show starts at 12.30 something.
and i was waiting, while eating some snacks. i believe this holiday i'll getting FATTER and FATTER and go to hell laa ><
ohh really, the show "the chef" before bai fen bai was KILLING me.
i almost vomit. the show was talking about da bian zhu [ shit pig = pig which eats shit ]
and then have the shit shown. bulet2. ohmygod == i was eating, hell !
then i switched to chanel 8. don't know what movie was playing. at least better than shitpig stuffs. ==. hate pig ! Grrrr ..
then after that, watched bai fen bai :D show luo & xiao gui ~ hohoho. they were both cute !
and then, many album is going to released. like, xiao gui - ai ying xiong, cindy - ban tian xin, rainie - rainie & love [ yu ai ], nd forget. haha
i love rainie's songs in this album, she said, this album is killing her, most of all the songs, she must sings it in different way, and the high pitch is very hard to sing.
but at last, she made it :D hohoh.
and then himysweetheart got the best rate all over the world. GOOD ! i <3 it ! hahahahs
after watched the show, i watched mo fa bang2 tang until 2.30-30 something
then, i went to my room to play my gameboy
and bu zi bu jue, already 5.45, my father went down so i must pretended like sleeping.
after he went out, i then woke up, and play comp :D
it was 5.45. ckckck
again, heny said she is going to my house today
blablabla. again & again

16.12.09
today, nothing to do also
bored to death. wanna go out out out & out ! :(
i woke at 2 today, huahaha. & then, i just realized that my sms to hermanto last night was pending ==.
then, i asked his bro. he changed his numb. cihhh. untung bkn mati. :D:D jk*
i was planning to go out with THEM* this thursday, but blablabla
some of them cannot make it. ivon & jimmy. hahaha.
so, maybe we'll go out at saturday. or maybe next year @@ wu liaoo.
it's so not OK that i'll stay at home till newyear ???
what theeee ...
but thank goodness i still have my SG .. 21-24. lalala :)
and then.. heny texted me, she said she'll come to my house
actually, i knew that it'll end up "febbb, wa kae ortu blom plg, febb, wa td ktudran"
so i didn't expect too much. wkakak ..
it's so boring at home.
all i can do is just FB-ing, chat-ing, reading eclipse
what more ? haiiiissssss !! gonna be crazy liaoo laaaa.

today, i woke up at 12.30 something. haiss
cause yesterday i slept around 3 o'clock like that, watching TV. hehe
then after that, i took a bath n off to BCS with my mom & gammy
we ate there. gadeno-ing. hohoh
then after that, we walked around there. but found nothing to buy
i mean, the cloth, not so good. haiss. i was planning to buy some dress in SG
cause it's more prettier & cheaper than batam one.
then we just went to JC supermarket to buy some snacks, huahah
after that, we went to top 100 liao.
i didn't go to top 100 for so long time already. haha
then i searched the entire CDs shop. but just couldn't find newmoon
sighh :( .. then i buy some clothes for newyear.
and my mom was very surprised, cause i rejected to buy shorts
n i chose long pant. hehe. sometime it's better to wear long pants
this 2009 year, i NEVER wear a long pants. only legging stuffs. hahah
then my mom said that i was "SOT TIAO". ckck. kua zhang aa ta, @@
then i also bought a pair of shoes. hhoho. i wanted to buy another high heels
but not too pretty. haiss. then my mom said "ee, ni yi jing hen gao liaoo, npain qu mai high heel? sot leh ni" then i said "eee, le hok aneh wakk. org tinggi gag bolee pkek high heels meee, ni cai sot aa"
hufft* ==.then after that, we went to future men. my mom bought some tees for my uncle. hehe.
then i bought a wallet too. lallala. then went to supermarket.
then we walked & walked till drop, after that went home liao.
my mom asked me to accompany her again this sunday, & i think i should accompany her. haha
then i really don't know how to ask my father to let me go to SG. :(
he is too overprotective. head spinning. haissss

today. i went out with ivon & linda.
we were supposed to go to happup.
but ivon said she have to accompany her sister to eat
& it's not a good idea to take her to NH
so, it was cancelled. then i watched my himysweetheart ep 7 :))
<3>show luo style there. the hair style is great ! :D
then, after that, ivon called me
she asked if i wanna go to seoul garden to eat
i said, ok loo ok loo, [ actually i already ate ] hahaha xp
later than at 2, linda called me, she fetched me at my house
nd fetched ivon. then we don't know where to go
haiyaaaa, when we can't drive, we always say no where to go without car
now, we're driving, yet don't know where to go.
omg. weirdo. hahaha
we wanna go to seoul. but the $$$. hahahah
so, we decided to eat ikanbakar. & it's so funny when we were trying to pick what fish to eat
LOL . hhaha
then after that, we headed to linda's house n it's time for her mommy to fetch us go to planet holiday. lalala. swimming mode*
then we finished swimming at 6 like that. nd at last, we went to seoul garden
hahaha. :P, we ate till 8.30 only, cause ivon's dad was waiting for us
nd we went to ivon's house to chitchat, n went homeee :pp
then, my mom asked me to go out with her tomorrow
you know, it's kinda weird, so rare to have a walk with my mom
so i can't reject it :D heheh.

today, also stay at home :(
so bored. i wanna go to SG quickly,
at least, i won't be bored there. @@ hahah

today, i woke up at 1 o'clock. don't know why ee
so lazy to wake up. hahah
then, i took a bath & ate, after that momo-loving vo a while
what a boring day, i was planning to go swimming with linda
but haiyaa, since ivon went to tpi, so just tomorrow laa
wait vo her. :pp. KK ~ ni kan ~ wo men hen hao baa ? wkkakas
it's been a long time i didn't go out with elmi,chelsy,hervina,hermanto, aldrick,jimmy, something. ckck. maybe busy for holiday. gotta ask them to go out later. maybe after SG-ing ? hahah.

yesterday,i dreamt FLORENCE :p hahahs. really miss her :(
in my dream, she said she'll back in 17th dec, luidyko also said that she'll come back in 17th dec. hope that's true :D
i wish she'll bring me some panda thing from china. ahahah :D

today, stay at home also.
don't know where to go. hehe

now, i'm totally in love with rainie yang - yu ai & show luo - ai bu dan xin
really hope their album will soon released.
i searched in internet, it said Rainie's new album "Tik Tok" will be released in 25.12.09
but i think yu ai one will be released in 01.01.10
and then Show's one, i think around december or january also
i don't have any idea about Jay's one. hahah

I'm searching Rainie's songs, but i don't know the title :(
haiyaaa, must wait until the album released 1st.
Yu Ai song, don't know why, i found it very meaningful.
the song is like broken heart one. but also gives hope like that
it said like, whatever happen, we must learn to surrender.
however, when u get hurt, of course you'll cry but try to see the positive side :)

today, i spent time almost all day for sleeping
and today weather is killing me. so i went to my room, opened AC
nd listened to "Bella's Lullaby", nd slept liao
that's what i like from "Bella's Lullaby"
the sound of the piano is very peaceful.
maybe that's why they called it Lullaby :p
hehehe

going to watch momo love now, but so not in mood
don't know why leh. i thinke momo love is lame. at first maybe
but i know later when it comes to the romance part, well, mybe i can cry, hahah
if "hi my sweet heart" is about romance & comedy
that's what i look for in a movie. hahahs. gonna re-watch it tonight :p

Rainie Yang - Yu Ai

窗外的天氣
就像是 你多變的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清
離開你 我安静的抽離
不忍揭晓的劇情
我的淚流在心里 學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋内的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密 能一直延續　
我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗

冷冷的空氣 很窒息
我無法呼吸 一萬顆
雨滴的距離 很徹底
讓愛消失無息

離開你 我安静的抽離
不忍揭晓的劇情
我的淚流在心里 學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的 Rainie Love

窗外的雨滴 一滴滴累積
屋内的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密 能一直延續　
我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗

屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密 能一直延續
我相信我將會看到 彩虹的美麗

you and him are totally in a different world
his voice, his warm embrace, his smile, his gentle touch are totally different from you
your cool style, your cold face, your emotional attitudes
he makes me feel happy whenever i'm with him, i never feel afraid of losing him,
cause i know he'll never let me down.
it's different from you.
i feel like suffering when i'm with you. i feel scared of losing you
cause you never give me a safe feeling. you never know how i feel
you evner stop hurting me, yet he never stop making me smile
he stands there whenever i need him. he never tired of it.
he never said i'm ugly without make-up, never said i'm not cute without dress,
never mind of what brand of perfume i used. and you ?
you never stop telling me what to wear as if i'm your barbie
you said i'm so uncool without sexy dress. i'm so lame without high heels
i'm not elegant without charm bracelet.
all you care is my OUTLOOK. but he's not.
he never complaint my OUTLOOK. he looks me inside not outside.
he loves me more than words can tell, how about you, huh ?
you love me like a barbie to play with

yuhuuuuu ..
today stay at home ~ zuo guai bao bao :D:D

well, nothing to do. i woke up at 11.30 something
heny said she'll go to my house today. but i know she sot2 one
she said she'll come here at 2, but then extend to 5
nd i don't know liao la. haha

i watched "hi my sweetheart" just now. ep 6-7.
yesterday i watched till 1 o'clock something.
the film is so funny ! i laughed all night aa.
nd very touching also . haahah
see this !!





and then later he transform become very handsome :p
but i can't upload it here
my blog siaw2 one. haiyaaa.
i like him with rainie yang. they are both cute there
also in reality, they are dating :D. hahaha

nd i also listened to some of their new album which is not yet released
rainie's new album will be released on 01-01-10
if show's one, i don't know. but their songs are great
even last time. show's album defeated jay chow's album
great huh . hahah
i think he is greater than jay, i mean his face
but of course jay's talents are more good. huahaha

memories left - part 2

hari ini. bangun jam 11 lebih. hahah. nd liat hp. ivon uda mes ak.
tnya jam brpa ke rumah dy. wkk
gak biasa amet sorg ivon bisa bgun jam 10 ??
maybe excited for her new hairstyle today :D
hahhaa. so, ak mandi nd lgsg pergi ke rumah ivon

ak nympe di rumahnya uda mau jam 1 gtu
nd linda blg dy sakit perut , ntar baru nyusul lgsg k NH .
hbis tuh ak ma ivon dah nympe colour
ak coba2 set jagung lohh, lmyn sihh. hahah
nd tgu ivon sktr 1 jam lebih gtu.

bis tuh ju k NH. k penyet2. nd mam2 es monster :P, kesukaan kita dahh
sayang'a linda gag bsa mam2. kasian :( hahah

nd ju lgsg head to happypuppy. kita ambik pket 2 jam kae
ga tao napa leh, kalo kita b3 pergy karaoke hoo,
skali type lagu sampe full gtu. nd nynyi'a lbh bbas.

so lbih enakk. wkwk ;pp
habis tuh kita coffetown mam2, hahah.
nd ju maen initial D bntr. hbis tuh yaa ak plg loo, mreka jga plg dah
hbis sampai rumah, linda blg dy di suruh dad'a ke cruise tgal 20
pdhl kita b3 mau sama2 ke sg tgal 21 kae. damn laa ><
nd mreka blg tgal 16 pergy, tp ak hrus plg sndri
tega kaleeeee :(( wkwkw. tp sbnr'a gakpapa sih.
gw pn bkn baby, cmn tgal 18-20 mom ak k cruise jgag
so kalo ak prgy tgal 18-20 something. nenek ak sndri di rumah @@
di suruh k TPI tak mao,, angkat tgan lah ak ma nenek jaman skrg. hahah

after that akhir'a dah settled ! tgal 23 pergy !
moga2 kali ini jadi dehh. haha
kalo yg ma lyrz, ntah deh, kek'a jgag gag care gt. so mndg batal aja
soal'a dya k jkt. @@ hahah
[p.s = linda aa, jgn mpe tgal 23 pn gag jadi lagy aa hoo :pp ]

yeah. today is the last day of test. we're all very excited for our holiday
especially me & friends :) , ivon, linda & i were planning to go to sg this coming 21th dec, we wanna shop till drop ! hohoho . gonna be great. & also with lyrz. but i don't know if i can make it or not. :( haiss. this morning i found something nice [ for me ].
when i wanna get into my mom's car, i found something like a stretch on her car , very long aa.
wkwk . then i didn't tell it to my mom at first. it'll be a very good surprise to her.
:D. nd after i arrived in school. i stood up, n before i closed the door, i said "maa aa, ni de baobei de che, hok jiang kgores leh ! bbye !" then i closed the car's door.
can't imagine her face when she see it. poor mom. maybe someone is taking this revenge for me, since i always say i wanna destroy her car. wkwk
then today is kimia, mandarin & prac life test. i made it. except kimia . a little stuck ! ><
after i got home. hehhee. my mom nagged at me at her car.
haiss. always aaa. nd i went to nh with linda & ivon. otw to nh, my mom always repeat the sentence "apekk ou ou aa, bo ka si aa, moek wa kai chia" it's so funny when she said "apek ou ou". wkwkwk. cause i always say it. so my mom follows me :))
LOL .. then we went to hapup 2 hours. very niceeeeeeeee ;D;D
we shouted again & let the stress out of our mind ! ciakaka.
after that we ate at RIA. but only ivon ate. linda & i were eating the es monster :D
and we planned vo our coming sg holiday . full of shopping n playing. have funnn dahhh !! :)

WAITING VO CHRISTMAS :)