11.10.09
hr nee, bnyk hal yg tjadi..
ak mrasa sngad2 sdihh :(
ak gag tw mw curhat k spa..
bner2 blurred :((
ak sdih liad dya yg gag bsa lpasin cwek tuh. TT
ak sdih ,, gag tau knp ,, mybe ak jealous ..
jealous knp cwek tuh bsa bwt dy bgtu snang, & cnta ma dy.
ak sdih,, knp bkn ak yg jd cwek ituu. :(
he never looks me the way he looks at her..
ak tw, wlaopn ak skak ma dya, gag hrus bsama dya
n ak gag ad tmpt d hti'a yg uda ada ssorg yg dya cnta, & org itu bkn ak :(
tiap x ak pkir2, mw kyk mna .. ap lopakan ajaa dya ?
tp ak takk bsa, krn wjah'a sllu mnghntui ak ..
ak gag bsa lopakan dyaa :((
ak blg k org, ak gag skak dya, ak uda lopakan dya..
tp itu cmn boongan, sbnr'a ak masi blom bsa..
all i need is time .. i'm tired :( & no one can understand me ..
hope time will bring me back, to the girl i was before