Sabtu, 31 Oktober 2009♥
	30.10.09 wew .. hr nee yaa sbnr'a ak gag k skola pny wakk gra2 "seseorang" .. jam 7.56 pagi k uma ak bgunin ak .. suruhh ak k skolaa very THANKYOU for waking me up :) gilaa mmg tuh cwekk .. wkakak :pp denn, d skolaa qta ugag gag npa2en abis maen pianika den ntn mreka maen bskt ak krg perhtiin aar hoookkk malass skaleee. hahah kcuali kalo msal'a ad ssorg gtuu d sni pasty semangat kae laa. :)) nyahhah . ampuunn dehh den abs plg. k uma ak den k uma henyy .. nyahaha den ad dorothy ugag g uma heny den ju chitchat ampee jam 2.30 alamaakk.. kmr heny jadi full of comics wakks. wakaka. comic'a paya tuh smuaaa :p keren2 siihh. hahaha .. den bsok'a .. ak bgun jam 11 lbh oohh noo ~ hpe gag ad btree so ak ma heny tuker hp hahaha .. den cekk oohh tidaaaa. 8 unread msg .. 7 missed call gud2 , hahaha sbnr'a hr ne mw out ma hermnto mrekaa tp malass. soo ,, mndg bsok ajaa dahh ma org qta2 lbh enakk. eaaaakk hahaha den sore2 . paya ajaakk k brenangg .. hmmpp. okee okee dehh drpd bosecoo d uma gtuu mndg pergy brenangg .. hehe den jugag ad chitchat ama payaa. lalala she's kind . hahah tp ntah knp heny trus2 blg paya jaad kaee wkaka .. baek gtuu ugag .. kalo ak pny adekk kea heny bkal tiap hr ku cincang wakk hahaha :pp den abis tuhh ju go home loo capeeekk sihh hr nee. but nice :) i miss him* Blogged @ 07.14

	Kamis, 29 Oktober 2009♥
	hooaamm .. tde pagi bner2 gondokkk wakk ==' apaa2an laa. sial gw. gruppie ma felix , fery n jonawi.. hahah .. apaa laa ni kucing felix mntang2 pnter. blg ak gag guna pny laa, apa2 niaa hiaa aa .. bkti'a ak ugag bisa toohhh. bleeekk kita d sruu cari herbal 25 .. nd guna'a .. haha .. ak sbnr'a gag gtoo ingtt. mreka ugag kokk tp ak adaa kasi taoo bnykk kopp .. such as .. chrysanthemum flower [ jay chow- ju hua tai ^^~] , cinnamon, onion, and many2 again laa. fery lirhh tek2 bisingg ugagg.. iiihh kalo gw gag knal kko'a neaaa. gw gag mgkn ssabar ithuu aa. TAKE NOTE ahhs ! mao ributt ma ak sini laa. sapa takott mrekaa tuh keleng aa. felix inter juara 1 so what laa ? you shen me liao bu qi ? pa ni aa ? huuuu qu si laa. nd pas pel komp 2 jam, another free time. haiss. nothing to do ee.. @@ .. mndrin ma bhsa ugag.. ak blur2 kaee haha.. mw chi cha ma heny .. tp lirhh mcae mw apaaa heny tawarin ak bsok inap d uma'a. huakaka ntah mw npaen .. liad dlo laa ;pp hmmpp. den pas english time. lagy2 dger dbatt dr kk klas .. niz.. derick .. welda .. alex .. ernita .. suvianto hoho .. boutt death penalty utk drugs consumers ma abortion kaee haha.. ngag gto ngertii sihh mreka ngmng ap .. biss ributt aar klasku so blur2 neaaa. huweee .. i wonder whats going on with me .. hahah .. ak blkgn hr nee hok bo smngt gtuu ckck .. d skola blur2 gtuu .. haiss thx god .. bsok jumat cmn skola stgh hr ^^~ better hang out dahhs .. wkaka Blogged @ 02.47

	Selasa, 27 Oktober 2009♥
	not school today >< damn. pdhl ad ujian prac.life bis ak capeeeekkk bngdd. cckck pagi2 dah d sambar petir mom ak mtaku bngkak .. ntahh knp leehh pn ak bbok sktr jam 10-an gtuu tp mom ak blg ak gag tdorr laa apa laaaaa. den pas uda d mobil .. mom komplen2 moloo dy blg. km tuuhh .. bner2 hookk bodohh laa nilai mu tuhh d baekin napaa ? malass gtuu blajarr. apaa2. cihh. pdhl dya pn tatao nilaiku.. tp ak diam ajaaa. ~ den tmbh lma tmbh d ada2in.. blg ak spend money gtu bnykk .. apaa2 laaa. ehm bulan ini ak mmg ad plan ma dad ak mw save money bwt surprise mom ak kae ultah yg k 34 nov nnti so , ak gag kasi tauu mom tp dya mrah2 truss. triak2 truss. blg ak bo engg.. gag tauu d untung .. apa2 .. blg ak pkek badwords lg. fvck takk jadi laa kasi dya surprise surprise eek aaa. dah baek2 gtuu wakk mlah knk mrahh .. hok mnusukk tauu mamaku sotoy kalee, dya pn tak pnh kasi ak uank bnykk2 den school fees ku yg laen ugag ak yg tnggung ndrii ak mw bli bajuu laa. ap laa. smuaaaaa ak yg byar pn pkek uang ndri dya kra uang tuh ga bisa abis ap? siaw ee ak mna pnh mnta uang ma dya kalo dya gag kasi. kcuali mmg bner2 perlu huuu. blg ak boros agyy. ak save money pn dya gag tauu pkek triak2 gtuu .. bencii kaleee. bner2 gag mud skolaa aa. d blg mpe hok gmn gtuu wakk nd mslh ku tuhh tmbh bnykk. sapaa yg tauuu ? fam ak cmn tauu mrahin ak ajaa pas lg badmud ak lg badmud mreka taoo gag ? eek aa mreka tuh gag ngrti ak bngd.. tny mreka ultahku ntah ingt apa gag aa. sialan >< .. kok hrus jadi ank tnggal sihh ak. pny ddek kek. ato kkak ato ap gtuu resee aa. @@ pkek blg ak tar gag naek klas bru tauu, gag bljar apa2 khi siaw wakk .. den ak ju blg k mom. ad yg ktglan.. mom ak kea hok snang gtuu. blg. biaren. mampos ajaa kaw. d skola knk mrahh. snang ak huuuhhh. sbel x laa ma dya. mom ak jaad laa . tp ttep ajaa plg. den ak msuk kmar. KUNCI. gag mw skolaa ! bsa gilaaa ak. demam agy. taekk aa. den ak call mommy ak.. hmmp mommy ak lbh ngertii ak kaee. haha dya lbh ngerti teenagers kae life. gag kea mamaku. KUNO kale den ju curhat2 loo. ak pgen k TPI waakk .. pgen liad mommy. yima. puo2. ddek2-ku. nd ofcourse ayxc damn miss them .. hmmp. mslhku smuaa. cmn mommy,yima, ma ayxc yg tauu mreka hok baek ma ak,, bsa ngrtiin ak gtuu at least ak d tpi gag usa liad muka fam ak gtuu ayxc .. eeeeerrrr. sbnr'aaa ~ dya tuhh sodara ak. wkaka sodara jauhh gtu laah .. so, mae salah pham yee.. ak tak mw xan tauu yg sbnr'a sengg. ntar wa pasty kasi tauu xan kaee laa xp. hahah Blogged @ 01.03

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	part of my memories kmarenn mlam.. sodara ad dtg .. hmmpp .. tp ak gag tauu. i stay in my room jam 10 gtu .. i was about to sleep tp ga bsa bbok .. gra2 dyaa, ak kpkir past ku .. ak tuh uda try my best lopakan memories smw tp kok takk bisa.. ak sudah lopa ma org'a.. tp ak mw lopakan PAIN'a stiap x org mnybutkan nma'a tuhh krasa lagii. apaan sih >< masi ingt gaa lgu waiting for you ? km sring nynyi bwt ak tiap mlm.. pas uda pisahh. tiap kalimat dr lagu tuh pelan2 dah ku lopakan tp knp skrg ingt lg .. i'm tired.. all those memories keep playing on my head. damn ak gag bisa bbokk .. ak pgen ngis .. tp ak gag bsaa.. krn ngis tuhh capekk n ak gag scengeng ituuu .. dlo kta sring lmburr sma jes,steph,valz,andy ?. mpe pagi2. jam 5. 6, 7. ahaha gra2 ithu hpeku tiap mlm d sitaa. ckckc tp snang bngd pas ituu, hok luucuu.. den truhan bola ma km demi tauu km skak ma sapaa. haha ak liad headset HK yg km kasi k ak tuu.. byasa kmn2 ak slalo bwa tuh headsett skrg kea'a ud kotor. krna dh lma gag ku pkek. ckck. pas km dkad ma cwekk lain . ak jealous .. km blg km cmn mw bwt ak jealous tp ak tauu hati km tuh uda terbagi 2.. km cntct trus ama dyaa, n ak km buang gtoo tp km balik k ak lg dg seenak'a.. ak masi ingt kta pnh brntm bsar2an gr2 salah pham .. km kra ak gag mw out ma km. n cari tmen laen n 1 lg. km blg ak gag care ma km pas km lg tndg ma valz ak msh ingtt. pas ad 1x .. km mw UN liaoo .. km plukk ak hok erat,, km blg km dah gag bsa kluarr agy.. hrus tgu siap UN km bru bsa pluk ak lg.. truss .. pas km lg ujian.. qta ttep ad tlp. mlm gtuu.. smua masi baek2 ajaa smnjak km UN & ak ujian smster .. stlh km UN tuu, km ad confessed k ak .. tp km gag nmbakk. km blg km gag skak pcrn ak blg OK loo .. krn pas ituu ak bner2 gag caree mw pcrn kek , ttm , ap laaaa. terseraahh , yg pntg bsa ma km tp tb2 qta ga ada cntct gt, ak gag tauu knp , km brubah agy.. ak mrasa d maenin gtuu .. mka'a ak gag mw cari km .. n km pergyy tnpa blg ap2 k ak. skak2 km gtu ajaa n pasty'a km gag tauu pas ithu ak kea mnaa. masi bnykk lg memories tuu .. memories yg ak mw lopakan,, @@ ak ttup mtaku .. n finally i slept Blogged @ 00.36

	Senin, 26 Oktober 2009♥
	u said .. u love me .. u said .. u won't leave me .. u said .. u'll never look for other .. u said .. it's a promise .. then what is promise ? do you remember. 1st time we met .. u are in love with one girl .. you told me to keep that secret. yet i did. time goes by .. u said .. noo more .. nd we're getting closer.. & i fall for you. its real .. never love anyone before like i loved you its almost 1 year .. but i understand. u've to study for ur UN . OK .. i don't mind. go on with ur study .. get into a relationship is not important. cos i only want your heart just stop contact 1st. but be sure to keep loyal u said OK .. now where are those promises ? u've gone ~ u said you're sorry now sorry can't cure my heart .. i don't have you anymore in my heart but the pain still there .. u're making me feel those pain AGAIN & AGAIN. hey man, i'm tired .. but it's OK .. just forget the past don't hurt others anymore ... Blogged @ 06.59

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	26.10.09 huweee. monday. taukk gag i hate you so much wlaopn hr nee bo upcara sehh.. jadi bsa tidoo agak tlat tp ttep aja gag skak. ad rani kae pel lg.. nooo ~ @@ huww. pagi2 dah biology .. hmm i don't understand very well boud those concept .. cmn sdkitt. hahah .. so i keep talking to heny aiya. dy pn kea gong2 wakk. ntah ngntuk ato ap jadi ak kea lg ngmng ndri. ekspresi'a cmn oo.oo.oo tak seruu . hahaha .. den ak ju krjain tgas ajaa dehh. haiss den recess. ak ugag ad crta2 k jes. cmn yaa bgto lahh dya dger .. tp jrang kasi komentar kae laa. hoho kalo lyrz ~ huump .. blom baikan. tak ngmng loo pdhl sihh, sbnr'a dya plg ngrti ak kaee. well. she is also a phlegmatism .. lembut gtoo. so, gmpg d ajk ngmng & sk ksh komntar. since brntm ma dya. jadi bingung ak mw crta ma sapa. hahah but takpapa laa... hahah .. ==' pas MTK tuhh. untg x wakk ak gag remed .. hok hok hok hok tdk byasa aa. den yg ga remed ju krja tugass. haiss ak tak bwa bkuu petak2'a.. so, cmn ngelamun gtoo bngong2 .. hmmp. heny blg ak hr nee hok anehh ga bnyk ngmng. nyhha .. i think i'm in love ? <3 hohow. whisley blg "febb aar. le co ni piang ane khiang ? tp kok le smp1 kae si hao ane aoo ?" wkkaa .. mw gmn pnter. ssh lah kalahin whisley. wkk pas english tym, mreka k bwah, klas tgl ak,suri,heny,michael. yg laen pda maen angklung. cpde. haha. den mreka chit-chat. ak ttep ajaa bngong. wapee. tiok sott louu wa. wkk pas plg .. u know whatt. my stupid cousin asks me why i didn't tell him about "someone" well, he is crazy .. he checked my hp when i went to school. then he said he knew something . he said i'm in love ==' what a crazy cousin. well he read my sms myb. but . i don't have LOVE LETTER inside. ckck .. then my mom came down, she said "linqq. uww ta pou aa ? hiaw si aa le" another crazy person. hahaha. jk. i don't know whats going on leh. hummpp my mom keep asking me to have a boyfriend. but few days ago, she said. if you got boyfriend u'll die.. @@ crazy one .. huwew. then my cousins keep asking me .. what the. @@ hmmp. mybe i only like him lah. not yet love menn >< nd my cousins told me to order some goods .. errr. they said they wanna cook lamb chop ? wkaka. why not goat chop ? i got a goat anyway.. but not for sale yee nyahahas Blogged @ 02.38

	Minggu, 25 Oktober 2009♥
	24.10.09 what thee .. hueee. hr nee jam 7.30 bgunn bner2 sangad amad jarang wakk bahkan ak gag pnh bgun jam 7-an gto pas weekend ada'a ugag tidor jam 7-an. hahah denn ak pergy ambikk hapee. mes chelsy suru dy ikud outt. ckck den balekk bbok. bgun agy jam 9.30 online.online .. ivon blg dya kea'a mae khee. pgen d uma. huhahah. such a guai KK. :) herv blg knk mrahh. nyhaha den ak,chelsy,jmy,al,hermnto k bcs. elmi ma rolend ikudd. hohoh .. den qta nton yg meatball2 tuh dahh. wkk.. film'a lumayann laa. tp ak gag konsenn.. zz bis ntn juu pkek mbil rolend k NH.. hepup2 .. 2 jam .. haiyoii .. so sieenn.. tak bisa gngu al.. kmbing'a uda tak mw d gngu lgyy. hohoh soo, tiam2 ajaa loo . dger mreka nynyi .. :D:D lalala. bis tuh uda lgsg plg nd skrg sbuk nyari prnter aa mlas x wakk.. msakk k bcs agyy yg bner ajaa. dah capekk gni dah mw bbok aa. huhuhuh Blogged @ 05.36

	Jumat, 23 Oktober 2009♥
	i want a happy family sjakk dah pndah uma. dad ma mom slalo sibukk. krja lahh ap laa. bntr2 k SG la. ap laa sama skali gag ad wktu bwt ngmng2 ma mrekaa n qta cmn mkn bsama 1 taon skali ktrlaloan bngd sihh.. kdg mam ma dad, tp gag ad mom kdg mam ma mom gag ad dad apaa laahh. kdg mam ndri .. ckckc ak cmn mw kluarga yg bner2 nma'a KELUARGA mam sama2 gtuu .. jgnkn mam sama2. untk ngmng ma mreka aajaa ssh mreka tak ngertii ak. pas badmud ak yg knak marahh ak lg badmud pn mreka ttep mrah2 ma ak. taekk laa.. ak mrasa mreka tuh sperti strangers .. dkid2 curiga ma ak apa2.. nilai suruu bgusin apa2. uda brusaha gtuu kcewa bngd tauu ma mom n dad ak. xan tuh gag ngerti ak xan blg ak gag dkad ma xan tuh xan yg gag dkad ma ak. xan gag mrasa lonely krn xan slalo bsama sdgkn ak slalo ndri d uma. ak maen comp tiap hr. pgang hpe tiap hr krn ak mrasa ndri. ap yg hrus ak bwt d uma yg gag ad ap2 ? cmn ad ak sorg dri dgn brang2 elektronik gtu tiap hr gag ad rasa'a FAMILY.. mw kmn ak bagi crtaku pas ak sdihh ? sdgkn tmen2 ku uda bgtu smuaa'a. i almost forgot what is family Blogged @ 20.13

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	23.10.09 hr nee ad outt ma hervina.ivon.hermanto.aldrick.jimmy wkakak. tde qta pergy NH.. denn herv mw pkek lens. wuuuww, dr dlo cobakk gag msuk2 mlo den akhr'a msuk ugag. wkakaa mw bli wrna grey dyaa. hbss tuhh. k 29. smbil tgu al. den jam 3. qta bli tkett. mw ntn 17 again. hohow bis tuh k puppy. den jam 3.30 gtu al bru dtg. bis dy hr nee uww skolaa. hahah pas jam 4. qta ngu dsono sambil maen mobil .. film'a OK lahh.. herv keeps saying. " na ge cwok hen suai lehh " "aiyoo. ni kan. na me cute " wakaka. so funny. but the film nice lahh romantic. nyahahah denn hbis tuhh. pergy mam2 aiss.. i felt so bored. since al was using long pants everytime we went out takk bisa gngu dyaaa. tak tauu mw npaen so sieeenn. haiiyaayy.. hahahah ... den hbis mam2 dahh cabutt ! KK k uma ak. qta doing some curhat2 again hoho. really nice loo talking with her. fun :) bsok hrs d uma. krja PR . heheh bis tuhh baruu mgu outt mybe ? klo dah baikan ma lyrz nyhahaha Blogged @ 08.40

	Kamis, 22 Oktober 2009♥
	23.10.09 yess. bsok jumat. no school ! :pp andaikan kalo ak ma lyrz gag ad mslh. pasty bsok ma dya kuer kae. ckckc .. bis kalo yg laen d ajk kuer sdkit susahh .. aplgy xz.. ckcks ampoenn dahhs.. jadi mlas. plg bsok d uma bbok ajaaa. hehe ;pp mpe skrg pn ak lom ngmng ma lyrz ~ nd dya ugag lom ngmng ma ak gag ngerti dah knflik qta nihh .. ak mmg sdkit gag skak dya ma "ssorg" .. tp bkn brarti ak bnci mrekaa lahh. cmn got some prob ajaa gag bsa blg dsni. haha. ak gag pgen blg k lyrz aa. krn psti dy gag akn pcyaa. n tpat'a ak gag mw dya ma "ssorg" brntm agyy. tar org kira ak yg buatt.. jadi biaren ajahh ~ tohh ugag dya snang2 ajaa. yaa ak snang2 ugag toohh mcm ak tkut ma dya.. hummpp. kcwa berad dahhs haha. whatever dehh. like i care. tde ad ulgn bhsaa. haha. untg ak bisaa wlaopn kmaren'a gag blajar. fiuhh untg otakku bisa hafal cpat .. hehe moga2 dpat perfect dahhs. huhh. uda bbrp hr nee. kea'a ak krg bbok dehh uda ad kntong mataaa TT 1st time lehh .. byasa'a mw mpe pagi ak bbok gag pnh ad kntong mta kae loo sialann laa. :( ckck .. hope it'll recover soon. or not i really really turns into ms.panda. haha :)) .. imisshim alot >< uda lma gag liad dya liaoo. wkk bis sdkt susahh ajk dya ktmuu. ckck.. moga2 weekend nih bsa ktmu ama dyaa. hohoho Blogged @ 05.15

	Rabu, 21 Oktober 2009♥
	21.10.09 rabu rabuu ~ i hate rabuu ~ wkaka yg pntg hr skolaa. i hate ! grrr.. hr nee ulgn eng ma physics. aiyay.. kok mgu ini bnykk kalee ulgn.. n damn it.. ak gag bwa bku bhsa plg. MAMPUS sudahh ak. @@ :(( physics sii, lmyn bsa laa. ;pp hehee eng ugag. cmn syg'a tde pas lg testt ak bbokk ;pp. so masi ad sktr 3 soal yg ak lom jwabb hehe .. gkpp dahhs. huuuu .. pagy2 dah knk mrah mom ak wakks. taek kae lirhh msakk ak knk mrah. gra2 kta'a kok dah gag dkad ma lyrz skak2 ak laa. dya pn bkn tmen yg ckup baekk . baek sii ok-ok laa. tp sifat'a tuh mom ak lom taukk loo ~ npaen mom ak urus2 tmen ak.. bnci x. taukk gag sihh. bagii ak. TEMEN YG UDA PENTINGIN PACAR DRPD TEMAN BAEK NDRI. ituh nma'a BUKAN TEMAN AK .. n bkn tmen yg baekk .. krna ak tdk skak org yg bgtuu. bkn ak gag stuju dya ma cwok ituu tp dya lom tauu kbenarann. ak hny tak mw dya ntar d sakiti agy .. ini mlahh ~ ... GRRRRRR. biarenn ahh. sprti yg heny blg. mw dya ap terseraa mw ciuman la tuh sna. go to hotel or wadever. kaloo ad mslh gag usa cari qmi agy. gag gunaa itu ! kan uda ad PACAR'a. npaen agy dya ad tmen ? tmen kn cmn cadangan ajaa bg dyaa. gag ad pcar ju cari tmen loo ad pcar ? tmen kea anginn .. hahaha. cwek ap laa Blogged @ 03.02

	Selasa, 20 Oktober 2009♥
	20.10.09 ampooooonnnnnn ! slasa agy slasa agyy mlas x wakks. kingt ad muka rani hr nee. @@ cpdeekk haiss. skrg sihh .. ad sdkit mslh PERTEMANAN antra ak ma lyrz :pp hahaa. ak mlas udahh ma dyaa.. gag skak ak .. ud d blg brp x cwok'a gag baekk .. skak boong dy. DLL. not to be mentioned here* ttep ajaa masi skak. masii mw blikan. uda gag ccok gtuu org dah baek2. gag mw dy sakid hati hny gra2 cwok itu mangg cwok cmn ad 1 ? ini mlah lbh mmntngkn COWOK drpd TEMAN.. cwek apaa tuh. @@ .. ak ga mw blg yg lbh kasarr agyy .. tkut ktusuk ! wkakak .. cpdee.. tersera dya mw blg ap. mw blg ak heartless laa. ap laa. yg gag mw dger kta2ku sapaa. balikan laa sanaa ! todd aja sna ! geraamm aaa* .. Blogged @ 05.30

	Senin, 19 Oktober 2009♥
	19.10.09 damn it.. another monday ! >< huhuh. i can't tell how i hate monday. ckck, knp hrus ad monday ? d sertai dgn upcaraa. pljaran mtk double. nd math. & lainnyaa. haiyoii @@ ulgn math ma mtk agy hr nee double kill aa gw,, gag blajar agy wakk choi si aa wa. wkakkas . bis mlas sii mw blajar kmaren bwt project bio ajaa dahh ssh2.. damnyoubiology ! huhu .. hr nee ad sdkt weird. haha. ak gag ad ngmng ma lyrz :( ckckc sbnr'a gag ad mslh sihh.. cmn sdihh ajaa ma dya. kcwaa gtuu .. d blgin brp x pn gag mw dger kae wakks d suru lopakann tak mw. dahh dehh, gag ngrus. asal dya happy, i happy ajaa. resiko ? tnggung ndri ! huhh .. mncing2 emosi gw ajaa haha nd pas mtk, thank goodness. soal'a mayan gmpg jadi ak bsa jwabb dgn lmyn OK ugag lahh ;pp hehe tp yg math tuhh. iddiiihh. gag ngrte aa. hufft. wktu'a gag ckup lgy ahh, eek laa, huhu .. nd pas plg.. i heard some good news sihh not to be mentioned here. its a secret :pp bu neng shuo de mi mi. hahaha lmyn happy sihh. but kea'a uda too late boee ? huee whatever. ak gag mw tauuk agy laa soal ithu . ahaha .. nd jumat ini dah PTC liaoo. i don't care what will tc.raul say to my mom . i didn't do anything bad, such as, reading comics, sleeping, dll wkakaka .. moga2 dya gag lapor dahhs. huhu , jumat ini gag tauk mw kmn lehh d uma bbok saja kahh ? nyhahahs .. ;pp dah pasrah ak ma tmen2 kuu ituuu. haha.. n now.. ak hrus pkir baek2 .. ttg mslhku tuh. i just want a happy ending ♥ Blogged @ 07.53

	Minggu, 18 Oktober 2009♥
	18.10.09 hoaamm. hr nee ak bgun'a jam 8 agyy wad the hell is goin on with me ? its so unusual for me to wake up at 8.. >< haiss haiss. damn it damn it pdhl hr nee mw outt ma lyrz kaee. tp gra2 dya broken heart. kmaren bru ptus ma ari. so gag jadii dehhs haiss. bosenn'a ak d umaa. tauk2 gni ak ajk yg laen outt sbnr'a hermnto mw ajk out sihh. tp dya jam 2 bru bgun wakks nd untg'a elmi ajk ak outt. hehe., nd ak cb ajk lyrz agyy aiyoii. sakid hati d uma mw npaen ? lmpar2 brang ? buang2 tisuu ? hahah . NO USE MEN ! uda jman gnii. broken heart ? have fun dund. br bs forgett. hehe, den akhr'a lyrz mw.. ckck jam 2.30 ak bru pergy k NH n meet them up .. kta k hepup 2 jamm. huuuuuuww pnghinaan .. msak d kasi room yg couple2 tuhh sim thia aa liad'a. ntah kpn bru bsa ksna ma cwok ak. [ masi lom pny pn ] wkakaks.. kdg jmblo ugag enk kok. u gain freedom. :) drpd pcrn. ribedd x pn. hahaha den hr nee nice day dahhs.. ak bsa sdkt mlopakan ksdihanku but too bad,, pas plg uma GOD ! BIOLOGY PROJECT ! TT . i have no printer n its impossible to go to bcs in this hour. huuu.. untg ad cindy yg baeekk. wkwkw. so i leave the printing job to her thanks her a lot. :) tp ak masi lom blajar math ma mtk. haiyoii MTK ? blajar mpe otakk jungkir balek pn gag bkal bsa JAMIN 1000% ! ckck [ lebayy ] tp mmg bner aa. jgnkn blajarr. yg ngajar aja kea gtuu gru'a gag minatt menn ! haiss. doa2 ajaa dehh, bsok heng2. haiss upacara agyy. damn damn damn. I HATE MONDAYYYY !!! >< Blogged @ 08.40

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	17.10.09 yawnnn ~ lalala. saturday coming ! ckck, tmbn x wakk ak bgun jam 8 so unbelievable .. byasa'a ak bgun jam 11-12 kae . ckck something goes wrong. ckck .. dr maren kea gni trus wakks. nd ak jadi sring marah2 haiss, ntahh knp lehh, mud ak jadi gag bgus gni. ohh tidaaa. ~ must change it.. @@ huhuww .. nd ak pergy mndii .. soal'a heny hr nee mw k uma ak. wkkw lalala ~ hbis mndi.. heny mes ak, kta'a agag tlat bru k uma ak haiyoiii .. damn it laa. taukk2 wa tidorr agy tde. wkwk den linda,dkk .. hermnto,dkk .. ivon, dkk.. ajk outt. ckck rame wakks .. hahah. gag tauu mw yg ikud mna 1. tp syg'a heny k uma ak, jadi gag bsa outt. kalo mw out pn kea'a out ma ivon dkk. hehehe ;pp denn, pas jam 1.20-an gtuu, heny dtg k uma ak den we hit on the comp .. nyiakakkas. gaming2 .. bis tuhh ,, uda jam 4 .. haiyaaa stomach very hungry ee. so pergy bcs dahhs. wkwk den ktmu ma ivon,dkk, nd KGDS mrekaaa hhaha den ju chit-chat bntr loo . nd bru pisah agy. ckck den tb2 kpgin bwt cornflakes coklad ee .. mumpung heny bwa coklad'a .. haha but too sad.. gag ad cornflakes yg nestle kae d bcs.. den krn tllu rakus mw mam2. k top100 bli. nyahhas .. nd pas mw plg umaa. ohh damn .. hok capekk wakks. bygin ,, dr uma ak, jalan k bcs, nd jalan k top 100, nd balek agy k uma ak shit aa. gag than men. aplgy dah mlm gtuu jadi hrus cpat2 gtoee jlan'a. aiyoii .. nd mom heny ju call.. pas qta masi d top100, kta mom heny dya mw jmput heny stgh jam agy. shitt. how about the cake ? n it's so impossible to reach my home in 30 minutes IMPOSSIBLE ! huhuhu .. nd juu pas d bcs. ak bli kfc bwt nnek ak, hahas den heny ju call mom'a.. thank goodness. mom'a hr nee gudmud. so mom'a mw khe ciak tok sengg. tar jam 10-an gtuu bru jmpt heny. goshh ! taukk2 gni npaen tde jalan mpe kaki mw ptahh gtuu. haiyoii stupid lahh >< .. hbis tuhh pas d uma ju lgsg k kitchen lalala. cooking time ! nyaahahahahs .. ak ad take some pitcha sihh. bsok bru uplod lahhs. tar lnjutan crta'a bsook. damn funny. lol. its a nice day anyway.. hehehea Blogged @ 08.30

	Jumat, 16 Oktober 2009♥
	17.10.09 huwww. akhr'a saturday . ;pp wlaopn saturday, kea'a jd hok lemas wakks KK,xz,hermnto ad ajk kuer sihh, tp hok malass. ak hok bo mud smnjak kmaren tuh nd pasty'a klo ak out ma xz ugag dya sibuk ma cwok'a. mles dehhs kalo lyrz .. dya dah gag pnh ajk ak out agy, dlo .. gag usa d blg psti tiep mgu ad out ma dya ithu pn dya mw gra2 ad ssorg gtu loh.. skrg ? capekdee. d skola aja dah kea strangers. gag bgto dkad liao ma dyaa. dya blg kta yg brubahh, gag nyadar yee dya. smnjak dya ad ma org tuh. sikap'a tuh dah brubah total .. dlo pkek cmburu2 lagy, blg ak skak ma BS. mcm dya gatau ak ad skak ma org laen ajaa sbnr'a , mmg mpe skrg ak lom bsa spnuh'a maafin dyaa. mpe dlo, crht k flo lah, linda lah, ap lahh.. hncorin nma baekku ajaa. heran wakk liad dyaa. moga2 dyaa cpat2 brubah jd dwasa dah. nd dpad org yg dpat mrubah'a mnjadi dwasa.. ckck .. lalala huww, miss him a lot >< kmnkah drinya tuhhs. sibuk ma cwek'a mpe gtuu mehh. hahahs. mwu gmn dahhs. spti yg KK blg. tancap gas bru ajaa. nyiakakas. but still, i miss him.. hueemm.. tp than2 aja lahhs. hahas .. ak gag bolee sdih liaoo. kea dloo. dmi cwok ithu.. sdih kea org mati. skrg ak bru nyadar tuh bner2 begok aa. cwok gag guna gtu d pkirin npaen tp skrg .. uda bedaa reason'a .. ak gag bole sdih krna dya bestfriend ak .. ak shrus'a happy klo msalkan dya ad cwek yg bwt dya happy gtoo. krn ak tauk dya jg pnh mnglami sakid yg spti ak rasakan nd ithu bner2 sakid, tp skrg, kalo msalny mmg dy uda happy. uda ad target or blablabla ak gag akn sdih agy .. ♥ BESTFRIEND FOEVE :) Blogged @ 20.11

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	16.10.09 hr nee bner2 sdihh aa ak. hahas. :) kdg rasa'a gmn gtuu yahhs.. snang sihh, bestie pda ud mw ad boy2 hehe, tp rasa'a hok lonely wakks :( bner2 gag taukk aa, blurred gtuu , ak mrasa kea gag ad ap2 lg aa. :(( sdihh kale rasa'a .. hmmp .. tp gkpp lahhs, hahah .. ak masi pny bnyk tmen, ehm, KK tuhh, crht ama dya enk aa. :pp. ak sllu crht ma dyaa kae bnykn mslh qta sma kaee. haha. nd dya ugag bsa ngrtiin ak den kasi ak komen ap2 pny .. kdg mrasa ak ma KK hok dkadd gtuu .. heheh stlh crht ma dyaa, uda bsa relax, hok tnang aa.. hahah .. i think i'll lost my friend.. :( Blogged @ 08.35

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	16.10.09 fuhh ,, TGIF ;pp. wlaopn friday, kea'a uda trasa byasa ajaa dahhs byasa'a weekend sllo aktif ma tmen2. but now, cihh.. hahas .. aplgy tmen ak yg 1 tuh , haha, smnjak dah pcrn, woaw. sikap'a mntap lahh brubahh wakk, dah gag pnh d ajk out agy :( kcuali ad cwok'a haha ,, ank2 skrg, aneh2 lahh, dmi cwok, tmen tuh dah gada ap2'a wkakak . ;pp sdihh'a .. nd tmbh agy mslhku. tauukk ap ? jessicaaaa,, si zhuw ithu,, gtuh2 ngrty prasaan ak ugag yee tnyta, wkaka jrg2 dy an wei wo, ckck, "an wei" wakks. hahah .. tp mndgan lahh, kmarn uda pkir baek2 liao ee, mgkn mmg sdkitt miss ma dyaa, butt, ;pp its okay kae lahh , haha, ak bsa lopakan dya kae mank dya sapaa. ak pn bkn tipe org yg gila cwok mpe sgmn gtuu i still can live without him. @@ hahah .. huuww,, hok capek dahhs. next week siap2 shou ku ba ! bnyk ulgn ;pp , haha, my target is, da pai HENY FABIANI, :)) sok rajin dya yaa, yahh, d klas 1 ak emg kalah sih ma dyaa, lets see ajaaa. haahahahs . Blogged @ 07.41

	Kamis, 15 Oktober 2009♥
	15.10.09 lalala ~ pagi ini bgun jam 7. hahahs. & shock lahh ak. u know what, skrg bner2 jd pnda liao aa. hei yuan quan hen da liaoo. cham aahs. haha.. uda kbiasaan bbok "subuh". @@ hhuu. ntah mw kea mna ubah sfat bruk ini wkaka. hr nee krg joss lahhs. hok mlas mw k skola. wlaopn hr nee gada mtk sihh. ckkcs. liad klas ak ajaa dah lemas. huhu. kdg mrasa pgen bngd balek k smp1c yg dlo pagi2 dahh ributt .. nd cnda2 ma mreka2.. klas yg enk aa tuhh.. smw'a chinese. lbh gmpg komunikasi dlm pnyontekan. wkaka klas skrg ? jijayy. liad org'a smw'a keleng2.. kcuali ank smp1c dlo. mntang2 pnter , so wad lah ? ak ugag pnter tohh .. hahhaa .. tp gag usa d pamer2 lahh. mrendahkan org gtuu .. mang org pnter tuh krja'a cmn bsa mrendahkan org yg gag spnter xan yahh ? INGAT INI ! gag ad org yg bdoh d klas A .. n ithu ugag gag mncerminkan kalo xan tuh pinter2 bngd, mw spnter apapn xan ugag ada klemahan, kn ? jadi, jd org tuh jgn tllu sok yee. lu juara 1 so wad ? juara 1 arti'a ju bsa mnguasai smw'a meh ? huu, MCB kalee loee. sial dahh ak bsa msuk d klas smp2a dgn classmates yg SOMBONG. [ gag smw'a yee ] ,, mrasa2 ajaa pls. gag usa mpe ak sbutin nma lu dsni. huhh, go to hell lahhs >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUhiX70rPSwvKbTYfFUIgBjNvA0XqNgiGcZNx4vbtqWsQAwPqNGeHSia2PPPbDuVaCdOs5CARMlih85sU-c0PIXFzWHfINNZdyVDOK1gpsnmTjLrKUyB96IbQgrXUK-lqOkVqxRI6P-Kw/s1600-h/HIHIHI.jpg"> sbnr'a masi byk fto, tp ak mlas upload dahhs. hahah .. pas smp1c. bner2 smw kmpakk dahh :( yg gag krja samaa. fuck off. hahaha tp smw'a kjasma gtuu, den ad ap2 sling bntu. wlaopn klas qta plg ributt, plg ktor. plg pnas, dll tp qta pny klas yg harmonis. ciehhs. ;pp syg'a klas ini cmn btahan 1 taon. huuuww cb skrg klas ak kea dloo, bkal enk bngs tuhh pda kmpk smww. huhu :( i miss them .. Blogged @ 07.47

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	14.10.09 hueeemm. hr nee bner2 anehh dahhs. ak jam 7 dah bgun liaoo. hoho byasa'a jam 7.40 ;pp .. sbnr'a sih kmaren bbok jam 5 gtu. :( masih ajaa kea marenn, gag bsa bbok . mkirin hal ithu trus ohh, shit ! kpn ak bsa lopain smw tuh. n tdor dgn mmpi indh spti byasa'a. @@ skrg jgnkn mmpi indah, tdur nynyak aja gag bsa. d skola bru bs bbok. huhuhu .. @@ capekk liao aa ak. nd ak jam 7.45 dah mpe skola.. ckck.. tmbn ak gag telat. hahas. nd pas msuk klas.. ohh,gosh ! heny lom dtg >< jessica blg heny gag dtg hr nee, waduuhhs, mati aa ak. smw komik2 ak ad d dyaa. @@ ckck nd pas jam 8.05. fuhh. untg dya msk, but the bad news is. dya gag ad bwa kmik. aduhhh. ==' bkal ngbosenin aa. hwehwe plajaran art, kta smw k art room, pda msh gosip2 dah ttg hervin. stlh ito. physics. nd prac life. haiss. gag bsa bbok gru'a pda ngeri. pdahal ni mta uda bner2 berat bngd :( stlh ito br recess. krn bner2 gag mud, jd mlas dah mw mam2. huehue.. stlh ito bru pljran fisika, waleeenn, ak bru nydar kalo ak mmg ktinggalan bnyk bis pas pel fsika byasa'a kn ak bbok kae. :p skrg pas d suru kmpul2 nilai bru kapokk ak, hoho, tp untg masi smpat nytat smw. jadi masi ad nilai. cckck stlh ithu, heny kasi ak komikk, doraemon. haha. well, drpd bosecoo stlh bca ito, bru bbok . zzzz... no sweet dreams .. == pas bgun uda pel MTK, hwew, kea'a sih ad 20 mnt-an dahh cramah .. gru mtk'a ksambar petir aaa hr neh. ckckc sebel bgd dah ma rani tuhh, kok bsa ad yaa gru kea gtuu, heran kalee. hufft .. stlh ito bru lunch,, ckck, jessica hr nee nmpk'a snang bngd dahh gra2 ad "GOODNEWS" bwt dyaa. hwehwe,. iri ak. wkaks. drtd crta2 mlo dya ttg cwok ithu. huwee. jd ak gag smpt crta ma dya sbnr'a sihh, klo mw crta. kea'a lbh bnyk wktu klo ma lyrz. ehehe. jess org sbuk. ckck. tpt'a sok sibuk. hoho ak skrg ud aga jrg lah crht2 ma mreka. cos kea'a pda sbuk mslh ma cwok ndri. wkakask. nd stlh ito ju msuk klas. nd bbok time dah mpe tidorr. pas d mbil.. dger lgu 'waiting for you' huuww, bner2 pgen gw bnting tuh radio. tiep hr pasty ad tuh lagu, huhu,, i really hate that song. ! @@ n skrg.. ak mw bbok agy dahhs pala pusinkk aaa. :( .. pls. let me go..... Blogged @ 07.46

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	It's gotten calm All the flowers are blooming. It’s grown far away, Though love has become more distinct The weather is depressing, Yet my love is very fond. That time, I didn’t understand That this is called love. You enjoyed Standing at the windowsill. For a long time, You have not returned. Colorful times have been dyed into blank space. It’s that your tears are falling. I don’t want you to leave. At a distance , let’s not be separated. My thoughts turn into a sea. Outside the window, you won’t come in. Forgive me for saying it too fast. Love has become blocked. I let go of the kite I was holding too quickly, Now it won’t return. I don’t want you to leave. I can’t erase the memories, The love I owe you. I am waiting for you to return. The sky is still glittering, Loving the big sea. Love’s song is defeated. Love no longer exists. Blogged @ 07.46

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	13.10.09 jam 12.35 .. ak bgun.. gag bsa bbok >< ak bkak lgu you're not sorry, nd mmjamkan mta agy. but not sleep. lgu ini.. lgu yg sgd bgus, tpat untk prasaan ak. mmbwt ak kingt ssorg. yg sma skale gag mw ak ingt agy .. uwew. blkgn hr nee ak mmg sring kbyang mslh ithu mmbwt ak gag bsa tidorr. & badmud gtuu. huhuh .. ak bner2 gag tw ap yg ak mw, ap yg ak pkirkn ak ga tw,, cmn aneh'a skak kdg2 badmud ndri. @@ huwew. gila mmg ak bis tuh. lgu waiting for you-anson hu. sbnr'a ini lgu yg bgus tp gag tw knp , jadi bnci ak, gra2 ssorg .. ak bner2 sngd bnci lgu ini. lagu yg bwt ak ckup sakit hti. ckup mrasa d pmaenkan. huhh . skrg ak gag mw agy mngulangi prasaan kea gtuu bner2 gag enakk. tp ntah knp ,, sprti'a skrg ak mrasakan lagy prasaan itu dgn org yg berbeda tntu'a . hahaha .. ak gag pgen agy pkirin org ithu, tp bner2 gag bisaa. . bodo'a lahh ak nihh. ckck .. skrg ak cmn mw rest .. ak capekk dgn smw ini .. bner2 ga ad yg bsa ngrtiin ak .. :( sdih skali rsa'a. gag trasa uda jam 3 .. huwew. bner2 gag bsa bbok ak .. jd, ak ambl komik d lmari ak .. hoho. mpe jam 4, akhr'a ak bbok ... moga2 ,, ak bsa cpat2 lopain smw'a .. n kmbli k ak yg dlo.. ciayouuuu ! febrina ! :) Blogged @ 07.44

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	11.10.09 hr nee, bnyk hal yg tjadi.. ak mrasa sngad2 sdihh :( ak gag tw mw curhat k spa.. bner2 blurred :(( ak sdih liad dya yg gag bsa lpasin cwek tuh. TT ak sdih ,, gag tau knp ,, mybe ak jealous .. jealous knp cwek tuh bsa bwt dy bgtu snang, & cnta ma dy. ak sdih,, knp bkn ak yg jd cwek ituu. :( he never looks me the way he looks at her.. ak tw, wlaopn ak skak ma dya, gag hrus bsama dya n ak gag ad tmpt d hti'a yg uda ada ssorg yg dya cnta, & org itu bkn ak :( tiap x ak pkir2, mw kyk mna .. ap lopakan ajaa dya ? tp ak takk bsa, krn wjah'a sllu mnghntui ak .. ak gag bsa lopakan dyaa :(( ak blg k org, ak gag skak dya, ak uda lopakan dya.. tp itu cmn boongan, sbnr'a ak masi blom bsa.. all i need is time .. i'm tired :( & no one can understand me .. hope time will bring me back, to the girl i was before Blogged @ 07.44

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	11.10.09 hoaaaaammm !! pagi2 dahh d gngu ma ttngga. sialan mmg tuh. pgi2 uda buat rumah'a mpe gtu bising mpe gag bas tdorr wakks . :( nd ak mmutuskan utk OL aja dehhs smbil dger lgu pkek headsett. kalo gag tuh tlinga pn bsa pecah aa. @@ hwehwe .. nd pas lg chat, gw dger kbr yg sngd sngd bwt ak shock.. hwew. :( :( :( gw gag hbis mikir kok bsa tjadi kea gni. bis tuh, ak pergy mndi, tmen ak ju dtg k uma ak. hehe, gra2 ttnga gw yg bsing itu, mndgan k bcs n we bought some comics. kakakas comic freak :p pdhl sih mw ama ivon pergy brenang tp gra2 ak mw k uma duka yg akhr'a gag jadi, batal dehhs :( hwehwe .. mmg dahhs.. may his soul rest in peace ... Blogged @ 07.43

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	10.10.09 huh, cpek bngd hr ini, ntah mmpi ap smlm, pagi2 dah capekk nd stlh bgun, ak prgy atas, ambik hpe, tnyta ad sms dr hermanti. kta'a mw out .. tp pda lom pasti, jadi mls dahhs. nd, pas uda jam 12-an gtu, dy blg pda dah pasty, tp ad tmen2 al yg sbagian ak gag knal haha , den jmy ugag gag ikud, jd tmbh mlas dahhs. tp krna dah tlnjur, yahh gkpp dehhs :p ikud2 ajaa. nd ak ma lyrz k happypuppy, ud ad al,jesmin,jmy mreka. hwee, gag tau ak mw kud sapaa, d suru gbung gag mw. kcks den wo men de lao ban lai liaoo KK blg mw ma al mreka. hahaha jmy kea'a sdkt ngmbekk. ckck @@ .. haiss den, mreka pergy, bis tuhh, qta gag gbung ma temn al, mreka kea'a pergy mam2, hehe, den ak,ivon,al ma lyrz pergy karaoke den al suru hermanto & kko'a join hoho, jadi aga ramee dahhs .. bis tuh qta mulai nynyi tp gag tao npa leh, ak jd badmood. ckkc.. @@ den d gngu ma kmbing agy haha, tp stlh d gngu, kea'a mood'a jd better anehh yaa ? :p lucu x lah mreka tuhh hermnto ugag usil kalee, org mw nynyi, d gngu2 wkaka. ngakak dahs. den bis karaoke 2 jam, mreka cwok2 k 29, den KK plg, so ak ma lyrz pergy mam2 hbis mam2 yaa, pergy liad2 girl stuffs. :p nd bru plg dahhs, capekk bngd hr nee. but, it's a nice day :) Blogged @ 07.40